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Horrible Day [Aug. 31st, 2004|11:56 pm]
must_i_go_on
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[Current Music |nothing...yet again]

I fucked up royally today. I let myself down ,I let lose, I am so bad. I was not going to eat or if I did eat I was going to eat 500 calories or less. And I ate and ate. I hated myself for doing it. I need to be slapped.

Starting today (since it is 12:02am) I am going either fast or else resrict to 500 calories or less. I need to start losing weight again. I lost like 25lbs then gained 4lbs back. I want it off ALL OF IT. Well as we speak a friend just asked me if I want to do a 28 day fast with her. I am not sure if I can do 28 days but I will try my hardest. Only water nothing else. No gum, diet pop, tea,coffee or crystal light. Wow can I do this? I sure the hell hope so.

So today is a brand new day and a brand new me by the time I am done. My friend who has done this fast before (well 23 days) lost 48lbs. I hope I can do this. Ahhh wish me luck mood: excited ate: lets not go there.

love you.

*nothing taste as good as thin feels*

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From: bella_analina
2004-09-01 07:22 am (UTC)
Hey!

Best of luck with the fast - they're soooo hard but feel soooo good at the end of each non-food day! I'll add you, would love it if you added me :)

Lina
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[User Picture]From: must_i_go_on
2004-09-01 07:36 am (UTC)
Hello!

Well thank you so much, I have done fast before but not for this lenght of time. I just hope I can do it. I would love to lose how much she lost before during a fast. 48lbs in 23 days. Ah I would be so close to my second goal. YIPPE

Sure I will add you love meeting new people :D
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From: suicidebarbie14
2004-09-01 06:40 pm (UTC)
Wow, a water fast, good luck! I couldn't go with out diet coke and green tea.
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[User Picture]From: must_i_go_on
2004-09-01 08:06 pm (UTC)
Thanks for the luck I need it.
Do not ask me how I am going to go on without green tea or diet coke but I will try my darnest.
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